I didn't forget about you.

Busy holidays. Kind of glad they're over. Kinda sad. Not much going on these days.

Nick just text me and asked, "Are you getting some laundry done today?" ..That's the shit I'm talking about when I get frustrated. I do plenty of laundry and cleaning wthout a thank you. Do not inquire on my day off if I'm being productive with laundry. I was laundry productive yesterday. How silly.

Anyway. My betta died yesterday.

Really wanting to see Blaqk Audio this year. Tight  black dress, cocktail, dancing. Minus the cocktail.

Oh ya, finally got the new tat. Don't know if I mentioned that previously. Looks great. Took forever to heal. Me and Amy are bouncing around the idea of getting matching AFI tattoos. She wants the three rabbits. I want to add to the one I've already got. Perhaps we'll just go together.

A little more recovery, then a shower, and then out and about.

No, it's cool. I usually put alot of emotion into things I have no interest in. It's like.. my hobby. Psh.

you know what's irritating? being blown off. i understand you have a wonderful, new relationship.. but our relationship is old and atleast deserves a "not tonight" phone call.

in other news, i think my hands are going to fall off from being so cold. perhaps if I type long enough the blood will begin circulating again.

so let's see. 3 days- new tattoo. yesss.

nachos.. meet your worst enemy.

-aliciabeth
i'm content.

drenched in vanilla twilight

"I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams."
-owlcity (duh)

Up too late.. even though tomorrow promises rest.. If I stay up too late, this liquid influences too much thought.

Seriously counting down the days until I get my new tattoo. I'm excited to look down at the finished product and think, "Yessss."

"I can now admit I'm lost in loveliness. Who could just resist this distant beauty? Find me if you find a way. You may love it if you tried this detachement. From this distance the beauty burns brightly. It's warmer from worlds away." -blaqk audio

^truly the best lyrics ever.

-aliciabeth
a whisper from worlds away.

¿Estoy siempre escandalosa? No. ¿Estoy siempre fiel a mí mismo y lo que siento? Siempre.

lucid.

(yawn) almost midnight. totally ready to be off wednesday and thursday. i feel like doing something impulsive.

tattoo saturday.. so ready. it's been too long since my last. my collection is not growing as rapidly as i once thought it might. oh wait, tattoos are expensive, i remember now.

so, i'm going to really try this journal thing out. I always make them and forget them. i think everyone should record their thoughts. are they lost if you never think of them again? (yawn)

starlight mints are the shit.

so, i'm really digging this black nail polish. looks great with my newly blonder hair. <3

i bore myself.

-aliciabeth