benny and june

watching an old flick, thinking about some stuff. some serious, some not so.. should i have soup? what should i do with my life? am i selling myself short? when are all of these questions going to answer themselves? where is my chapstick?

might go see an old friend in richmond tomorrow. what sickens me sometimes is my desire to wonder too far from home. what am i going to miss? NOTHING.

I am going to assume that a certain soon to be ex roommate should know me well enough to know that forgiveness does not come easy to my nature. after everything we'd been through together, this is the thanks we get for allowing her a place in our home where she could be free from the restraints of "living at home." i don't know what's in her head, and i don't care.

i miss someone and what could have been. x2




-aliciabethblah

i miss you

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on ChristmasAnd in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytimeAnd as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head

I miss you miss you

-blink182

Wake up, open the door and escape to the sea.

got the blaqk audio cd i ordered. what's great is that i forgot i ordered it so finding it after a long, shitty day was a real treat.
Some lyrics that are circulating-
hey boy I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me
hey boy, I really wanna be with you
cause your just my type
ooh na na na na
I need a boy to take it over. 

massive stomach ache. this is what happens when u don't eat meat for so long and then binge on arbys. yuck.

do I need a reason to help a pretty girl in a very wet dress?

"do you know why they call me hatter?"
"because you wear a hat?"
(akward silence) "..No."

it's a practice.

last night i had a lucid dream. i was at some type of icecream shop, so i did what i've always wanted to do and stuck my mouth under the chocolate icecream lever. best dream in awhile.

rantings and ravings of a 20-something SWF

the preview of the new movie The Roomate looks really good, although it looks remarkably like the old flic Single White Female.

Off tomorrow- gonna sleep in. I don't have any plans now. And on that note-

it gets annoying when someone you're close to, a friend, develops a habit to only call or text you when things are really bad or when they're really good. I have a friend that will literally only call me when something is a disaster. Lately this other friend only communicates with me when it's good for her. I'm sure it's just a phase.

I remember this one time in like, 6th grade we had to write a book and create a cover for it out of cardboard and fabric. I wrote a love story with a tragic ending. My teacher asked me to stay after class one day. Assuming the worst I was surprised when she took me aside to speak to another teacher. The other teacher had tears in her eyes and my book in her hand. She asked if I would write for the school newspaper when I was older. I never did, but I'd give anything to still have that book.

Popcorn bitches.

-aliciabeth

obsessed

Oh, you look so tired
Mouth slack and wide
Ill-housed and ill-advised
Your face is as mean
As your life has been, so

Crash into my arms
I want you
You don't agree
But you don't refuse
I know you

And I know a place
Where no one is likely to pass
You don't care if it's late
And, you don't care if you're lost

And oh, you look so tired
But tonight you presume too much
Too much, too much
And if it's the last thing I ever do
I'm gonna get you

Crash into my arms
I want you
You don't agree
But you don't refuse
I know you
afi-jack the ripper